would i have waited half the night for you to call if i didn't like you? would i have cared who you hooked up with if i didn't like you? would i have stared at the computer waiting for you to sign on if i didn't like you? would i have waited for you to talk to me first if i didn't like you? would i have let you hold me if i didn't like you? why is it so hard for you to realize that i've been waiting for the longest time? why does it take you until last night to realize that something's wrong? why do you never speak to me in public? why do you ask me how i was doing only when you feel like it? i give up. people keep telling me that i deserve better and you know what. i think i do. so don't call me anymore. im done with waiting. im done with all this pain. i don't need this at all i feel so pathetic |